Continuing to "romanticize my life" while experiencing peace within the chaos is what will continue to save my life. By living my life in purpose of serving the divine through embodiment and teaching, the rest is reward. By offering my gifts in my truest form to those that are aligned is what teaches my self and my children what it is to live authentically and purposefully. To show them that the world can be beautiful through all the turmoil, that community and connection beyond the screens is more important than ever, creating art is the most beautiful and honest way of self expression to connect. Serving is the truest form of love that I have for myself and the lord which allows me to share authentically and fully with others.